Beautiful bachelor with dust covered shelves
My mind still wanders back to you
I craved to be chosen like sweet forbiddance and you were resistant to passion
You were only fire…
Branded me with starving desire then you smothered the flame
Your name will always taste bitter
and as I gazed upon the stars in the night sky I saw your eyes; You shielded me from your beautiful mess and like a crescent moon, I hid beneath your shadows
These galaxies have now formed between us…
I hope she loves you like I couldn’t.
I never remember my dreams
I don’t have to
I wake up next to the one that came true
We were worthy of a story
Our ink bled on the pages like rain falling from a thousand heavens
Like valleys turned to rivers, we danced ’til we were drenched in it
Now I look to cloudy skies hoping you’ll fall for me again.
It’s all starting to make sense
I get why people say ‘I wish I knew then what I know now’
Maybe I wouldn’t feel this way…
Sure it was destiny, but if I could rewrite history you would have been a mystery
Never to occur
Why didn’t my mind save my heart? You put me through rings of fire…
I was rooted, you grew wild
You built walls, I climbed them
The deepest of pain couldn’t penetrate the extent of my love, it was unconditional
But you loved conditionally and differently, without dignity
You simply said you don’t know what true love is
That you’re okay with being careless
You have a fetish with being selfish
You relish in this hell this trellis, only exist to be overzealous
Yet I cherish…the air you breathe
I don’t sleep long enough to dream.
Passionate not passiveness!
The only way to get through it is to go through it.
Circumstances don’t last, you’re strong enough to endure.